偶然看见旧日论坛上的旧人发贴怀人，有感：
一、僧团
QQ久已弃用，目前用着MSN，听说有SKYPE还没有试过。问了一个一直在通讯工具上领先一步的朋友，是什么让他保持这种追风中年的风采，回答是：烂人太多。网络上有新东西出来的时候，往往都是那些有趣的人最先去尝试。等到普及了，什么人都开始用了，就失去了任何兴趣。毕竟，上网要找的是有意思的文字和有意思的人。实在没有文字了，人也不错。事实上，到了现在我已经极少阅读熟人的贴子，除非是指定阅读。我更偏爱人一些，飞去找他们喝酒、聊天。五年来，我的网友越来越少，朋友越来越多。
天雪是一位消失了很长时间的朋友，好像是在她改名为“大悲天雪”以后，据说是潜心向佛去了。当我在网上流浪的时候，会在一些佛教网站看见她做的FLASH。不知道她是否留意过我很早以前说过的话：我和一切形式的僧团保持距离。我不喜欢一切组织，一切团体。这都让我觉得自己受到了某种局限，甚至会不自觉地怀疑为什么要聚集那么多人？
年纪越大，我对一定要帮助和打救你的人充满了疑虑。相比之下，我更喜欢一个人走在自己的小路上。有的时候关切比咒骂还令人感到难捱，因为善意这东西委实是件过于沉重的东西。甚至是同情吧，我也把它看做是一件非常奢侈的东西。像是小时候剃头，很疼，所以家长给个鸡蛋握在手里---那时候鸡蛋的意思是珍贵的美食。是握着鸡蛋流泪，还是空着手默默站着？我现在愿意一个人那么站着，不要把珍贵的鸡蛋放在我的手心。
二、码字
今年是我上网第八年，使用BBS第五年。在这五年里，尤其是最近三年时间里，按照大众的标准，我唯一干的一件正事就是写了篇《寻找自己名字的人---纪念张纯如女士》。动机很简单，想看看自己是否具有一个编辑的能力。所以开动搜索引擎，搜集关于张女士的一切资料，做成了两个版的纪念专题。当时我想着如果有一天我去职，是否具有非航空领域的发展可能。做完了回头一想，哑然失笑。
其他的大量时间我都在娱众，基本上这成了我上网的一个重要理由。越靠近三十岁的这几年，我笑得越少。上次大笑失声是在看武汉神罗写的《牛人牛事》，笑完了自己都有些惊奇，因为许久不曾发生过这种事情了。仔细算起来，距离那次大笑又过去了一年半了吧？自己不经常笑，就希望看见别人欢笑。厌食症患者爱大宴宾客，大将军多为矮子，世事同理。
任何事情做得多了，就能发现其中的道理来。本来恶搞这种事情是娱人娱己，作者和读者银钱两迄，中间留一段笑声而已。但是居然有很多人因此而感谢我，我才突然醒悟过来：在这种疯狂的时代里，普遍抑郁，普遍紧张。欢笑实属奢侈，能在工余大笑三声弥足珍贵。因此，在这条道上我一路奔了下去，觉得上网多少还是有些价值，自己所做的事情不全是浪费光阴。
自己想写点什么东西的时候，我选择BLOG。它比BBS还好，更不讲什么承转起合，什么主谓宾定状补。穿衣服也成，不穿也好，信马游缰一翻，走哪儿算哪儿。上BBS还总有点盛装的感觉，在BLOG上基本穿汗衫短裤，间或裸奔。而且，全无回贴之累。
想起当日李方对我的赞扬，以及很多人对我文字上的期许，觉得那是个大大的玩笑。他们是疲惫的赛马，偶然见了一匹黑家伙横过面前。见那厮脚步错乱却还有致，觉得若假以时日调教一番，怕会是头良驹。殊不知光顾看了步法，忘记了仔细看看那活物是何种属---丫其实是一头驴啊！
三、BBS
BBS的历史已经终结了。
不可能再出现什么大型BBS社区了，在即将到来的WEB2.0时代里，这种聚啸山林的壮观景象将成为绝响。纯粹个人化的，分散式的，自主管理的WEB时代快到了。它本身符合现代性的要求---一切都在快速变化，一切都在迅速分裂，一切也在短暂地形成。变化本身才是这个时代坚固的基础，除此而外，别无它物。
每个人都将成为自己WEB页或者BLOG的版主，透过动态的链接，可以迅速在网上繁衍出就某个话题进行讨论的巨大天空。但在很短的时间内，又破碎消失。百度贴吧很可能是这种WEB世界的最初形式，自动搜索引擎将会完成这种临时超级论坛的构架工作，在某一主题下将由无数人提供各种相关资料，包括文本、视频、音乐。这是目前任何一个BBS所无法提供的服务，也是任何网站人力所无法完成的真正超级链接。
很快的，人们将用自己的WEB页或者BLOG在网上冲浪，组成无数临时的舰队。在被人管理和自己管理之间，人会选择后者，这是人类的天性。传统的BBS已经全无任何意义，只会以留言板的形式继续存在。写手的优势会被进一步弱化，资讯占有会成为重要的标准。BBS终将成为回忆，甚至发贴回贴这种行为都将成为历史。
我们会出钱去买自己的WEB页和BLOG的年度使用费用，一如购买自己的名片，自己的手机。生活将以别样的形式在现实和网络中延续下去，并日益使两者联系紧密起来。下一次，大家的再次网络聚首，可能是在引擎的帮助下，集合在“XX论坛XX次年度聚会”词条下。聚会无声，只有鼠标在点击对方的WEB页与BLOG，翻看这一年里对方发生了些什么事。
不变的只有ID。
问菜兄弟好～～
Posted by: sorcerer at August 3, 2005 12:01 AM你写
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skype我在用，倒不是赶时髦，就是有那么一批专赶时髦的朋友，弄得现在下了一批聊天工具。其实每个工具上也就那么几个人，有的甚至就是专门为一个人下的。
只能说自己是个没有什么影响力的人，处处受制于人，但是反过来说，也是个好脾气的人，处处迁就人。
其实用的最顺手的还是原来的那个雅虎通。不过skype的通话质量不错，用了两回，那厮就不见了，剩下我为了她还痴痴地留着skype。推荐一用。
人最后都是一个人，走来走去，走到最后就剩下一个人。
Posted by: 小童 at August 3, 2005 11:25 AM把网上的事情写到这样实在是不错了，空山鸟鸣人已去
Posted by: 南 at August 3, 2005 01:30 PM不变的只有ID 古龙老哥写法 哈哈哈
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