心情異常的憂鬱，憂鬱到動也不想動。左側躺，胸口悶，右側躺，胃悶。整個房間裡唯一在動的是牆上掛鐘的秒針，一點一點的把光陰帶走。
陽光斜斜的從窗口照在鵝黃色的牆上，再反射到天藍色的天花板，造成一些深深淺淺的陰影，安安靜靜的房子裡，連一隻螞蟻也沒有。對了，房子是消毒過的，除了我跟天天來照顧我的媽媽以外，不大可能殘留有什麼較大的生命體。納納給我帶來的小盆栽，被放到遙不可及的陽台外面，以避免各式微生物對我的威脅，我的周遭沒有什麼生氣。
隔壁人家的畫眉在叫，媽媽在客廳翻了報紙的另一頁，我側耳專注的聽著，聽到了關在籠中不自由的呻吟，聽到了百般無聊的消遣。
網上又有什麼呢？ 開心、調侃、鬥嘴、漫罵？他們怎麼連漫罵都能這麼生氣勃勃的呢？真令人羨慕。
吃不下，什麼都吃不下。鼻子變得跟狗鼻子一樣靈敏，媽媽在廚房燙青菜，我躺在床上聞著就要暈倒。好難過，真的好難過。我嘗試著說服自己惡心的狀況跟懷孕的情況是相同的，只不過現在孕育的是屬於自己的新生命。多希望，這一切快點過去。
Posted by 江映慧 at July 20, 2001 10:30 PMVery soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.
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