July 25, 2001

2001年7月25日, 晴時多雲

前天比大前天,昨天比前天,今天比昨天,我發現自己一天比一天消沉。我不能再消沉下去了。戴上卷曲的長假髮,我決定要到公司與我的老闆談一談。媽媽看著我整理儀容,她有感而發的說:「還是這麼好看,跟以前一樣,看不出來生病啊!」我看到她眼中閃過一絲欣慰的淚光,這些日子,她一直沉靜而固執的守在我的身邊,像顆堅定的磐石一樣。我們說笑著,試圖找回一些因生病而失落的東西,我們得著,而且更為豐盛。

熟悉的電梯、門廳,以及各樓層,公司的一切好像我從沒離開過一樣的讓人覺得安心。同事們看到我,有的驚訝,有的開心,有的有一絲無所適從的尷尬。他們的這一些反應,都讓我覺得有趣而顯得興味盎然。我的老闆熱情的接待我,並且爽快的同意我的請求,願意讓我試著每星期回公司上兩天班。一個年近五十的成功男人,靠著自己的雙手白手起家,人家都說他是台灣藥界的傳奇,而我相信,關於人生疾苦,他是比一般人要懂得多的。我的工作可能必須調整成比較不需要東奔西跑的簡單文案工作,他還好心的提議,若是化療期間擔心到辦公室受到感染,我還可以把工作帶回家做。我們算了算下次化療的時間,約定了開始上班的日子。

上帝在我眼前又鋪開了一條嶄新的路,在生命的旅程中,我駐足,我停留,我聆聽。看著街上快樂在交談、吃東西、笑著忙著的人群,我感到無比欣慰,因為,我又再度的迎向生命。

Posted by 江映慧 at July 25, 2001 10:34 PM
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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said in aout.

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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.

Posted by: instant credit card approval at May 7, 2006 10:20 PM

Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said in aout.

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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.

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