August 19, 2001

2001年8月19日,晴

「疼痛」它從腳趾尖尖慢慢的往上爬,剛開始麻麻木木的,有點欺敵的味道,然後就在我不留意的時候,爬上了小腿、膝蓋、以及背上的脊柱彎彎。「疼痛」它在我身體裡開狂歡派對,它的朋友們「酸楚」、「痲痹」、「燥熱」、以及「煎熬」都非常的捧場。它們一定非常興奮,可能還喝了些香檳,所以腳步不穩的到處流竄,以至於我輕易的就能感覺到它們一會在主軀幹的大堂中繾綣,一會在週邊神經系統的小臥房裡翻滾。

它們還放煙火!真的,右肩先放一個,然後左胸再放一個,煙火沒有受潮,完完整整的在我身上轟的炸開。閉上眼,我幾乎可以想見這群傢伙在絢燦火光下因興奮而泛紅的笑臉。該死!它們笑得好燦爛!

它們終於決定來點復古的,於是選中了腹腔當營地,急急的升起了營火,燒啊燒的沒有一絲要休息的意思。白開水澆不息那堆火,蘋果汁也不行,我還試了蔬菜汁、哈蜜瓜汁、葡萄汁……。

我不能再寫了,因為它們已經發現手指尖尖是個好玩的地方。該是加重止痛藥劑量,讓它們統統閉嘴,全部去睡覺的的時候了!

(註: 寫於Taxol注射後3天,第四次化療。)

Posted by 江映慧 at August 19, 2001 10:39 PM
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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said in aout.

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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.

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