September 09, 2001

2001年9月9日, 陰

吹熄蠟燭,到這個世界就這樣正式滿33年了。撥了一個電話給媽媽,媽媽不改幽默的在電話裡大叫:「好痛喔!好痛喔!」在我們的大笑聲中,我很認真的跟她說了句:「謝謝妳,辛苦了。」我想,這樣的辛苦,是我為人母之後,才真正深刻了解到的。生命的傳承,就這樣在我母親、我、及我的孩子們身上,默默的連成了一條線。

我有一個很令我懷念的童年。記得那時爸爸每星期都會選一天帶我去巷口那家最大的糖果糕餅店,我總是穿著我那雙可愛的粉紅色小拖鞋,讓爸爸牽著我的手,啪搭啪搭愉快的越過住在同巷子的那群男同學,在糖果店的櫥窗前,任意的用手指選出我想要的東西,然後全部包起來帶走。我曾經天真的以為,我就是童話書中的小公主,而且永遠不會改變。那真是一段美妙的經驗。事實上,在我成長的過程中,我也的確沒吃過什麼苦,甚至在年少青澀的歲月,那些屬於17歲該有的愁煩苦悶,也都有年長的兄姐充當我人生導師,為我解答疑惑。33年來,我都是幸福的,甚至在得知自己患了重病之後,我仍然覺得自己是幸福的,又或者比以前更幸福。

在33歲的生日蛋糕之前,我流下了眼淚,那是感恩的眼淚。

Posted by 江映慧 at September 9, 2001 10:36 PM
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