September 04, 2002

2002年9月4日,大雨

雨水打在屋簷上,嘩啦嘩啦的越下越大。辛樂克颱風傍晚登陸台灣了,有風有雨,也可能又帶來一場災難。想起那些在風雨中憂心的人們,我想我能坐在這個溫暖又安全的地方,已是十分幸福的事。

心情持續憂鬱了一段時間,可能是因為藥物,也可能是源自於現實生活的沉重壓力。那種壓抑在最底層悶著頭生活的陰暗感覺,著實是一種可怕的經驗。論劍留言板上大家給了我各式各樣的建議,有人讓我看書、旅遊,有人叫我去跑步、攀岩、練瑜珈,甚至有人建議我唱山歌解悶。老九把大家寫給我的一二十首歌詞重新貼出來給我看,看到大家這些洋洋灑灑的回應,我真的真的很感動。有這麼多人關心我給我打氣,我想不管是為了什麼天大的原因,我都應該要設法振作起來。

命運也許在某些方面對我不公,但我也很幸運的身邊一直源源不絕的有許多支持我的人。他們給我安慰、給我力量,或者溫和、或者嚴厲的用各式語言激勵著我,這些都是我最珍貴的寶藏。

人的一生中,每個階段都有每個階段的困難,昨日的我千辛萬苦的與病魔纏鬥,今日的我更應該要振作起來與自己的心魔戰鬥。為了能不辜負愛我的人,我一定努力的讓自己昂起頭來生活。

Posted by 江映慧 at September 4, 2002 12:43 PM
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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.

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