一个周末不在北京，今天打开的第一个论坛就是5945。
没想到看到的居然是这样的噩耗。
王崴大师尚未搬家时和我家相距一箭之遥，两座楼守望相互。我曾经贴过的这张《窗外》里的楼房就是王崴搬新房之前住的外交部宿舍。还记得是一楼101单元。
几年前，我曾将王崴发在《青年参考》上的一篇文章，给同事收在一本书里。同事是个年轻的小编辑，发稿费时忘记给这篇文字单独开列，结果分发时混乱就没有了。王崴却大气地表示区区一千字就不要稿费了。为感谢，我特意给他送了几本我们当时的新书。
我经常会给北京的朋友送出话剧票，只有王崴，每次看了之后都会有文字。
去年送出几张话剧《普拉东诺夫》的票，快手王崴，第二天就贴出了文章。我一向比较鄙薄影视，但是看到他对话剧的理解依然是犀利深刻，倒是有了几分宝剑赠英雄的感觉。
只和王崴通过电话，还想着以后有机会与他合作。
谁知如今天人永隔，无言以表。
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这是我昨天写的。上午去汇出了捐款1101元，以纪念他与我比邻而居时的房间号101。
其实王崴之死给我最大的震惊还不是生命的无常，青春的无奈。而是他太太对于延续他的生命的那种执着。
我们太相信青春太相信生命，也太自我。相爱时没有想到孩子；当死神来临时，我们却来不及了。
说句实话，王崴之死确实让我对生命对爱情对婚姻有了新的想法。也许人就是这么回归传统的吧。
新同居时代到两人世界，惬意舒适潇洒轻松。暂时回避了婚姻的恐惧，躲避了生育的责任。但是想想，假如真的突降意外，难道我真地不后悔么？
一歪头，就可以看见几年前王崴居住过的那座老楼房，心情就愈加沉重。
上海回来，本来想想好好调侃一下有样学样地搞什么百年校庆的复旦，可是现在实在是没心情了。
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