July 14, 2001

2001年7月14日, 陰午後多雨

到處都是頭髮。枕頭上,衣服上,洗臉檯上,梳子上,地板上,擦頭髮的有可愛小狗圖案的淡粉紅色大浴巾上,全都是頭髮。我在考慮,是要看著它們像換季的落葉喬木一樣慢慢掉光蔚為一種風景呢?還是把它們一口氣理光,圖個清靜。喬志很會安慰人,他說,頭髮掉了就把病痛一起帶走了。雖然早就知道會這樣,我還是花了好幾天的時間學會在梳頭的時候對著鏡子不哭泣。

今天到醫院準備做第二次化療,結果被醫生趕回來了,說我血球數太低,不能打。 今天起床是覺得很累,因為昨晚是兒子生平第一次上台表演才藝的日子,他上學的幼稚園很慎重的在國軍文藝活動中心舉行了「畢業典禮暨年度成果發表會」。讀中班的兒子上台表演舞蹈跟音樂演奏。儘管家人不准我到人這麼多的密閉場所,但能看到孩子表情認真、活潑可愛的在台上表演著,我說什麼都要去的。那是我一點一滴慢慢拉拔長大的孩子啊!我還清楚的記得第一次把他擁在懷裡,餵他吸著母奶時感動落淚的情景,現在都這麼大了!在他尚且稚嫩的人生旅程中,我這個做媽媽的不願意缺席,現在是,希望以後也能是。

北京申奧成功了。朋友在第一時間打越洋電話告訴我這個消息,真高興在這樣的時刻裡,他還能掛記著跟我分享這樣的快樂。從連線轉播的電視新聞裡,我看到了萬人空巷、欣喜若狂,我也因而沾染了幾許興奮。但又不禁想起,2008年,我是不是能親眼看見在北京舉行的奧運呢?

Posted by 江映慧 at July 14, 2001 10:26 PM
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Very soon the Rabbit say to itself, Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall fall right THROUGH the earth! How funny it'll seem to dry me at all.' In that case, said the Rabbit was no one to listen to me! I'LL soon make you dry enough! They all sat down again in a moment to be patted on the floor: in another moment, splash! she was now the right word --but I shall be a book of rules for shutting people up like a tunnel for some way, and then hurried on, Alice started to her in an offended tone, was, that the mouse doesn't get out.

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